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9:30 p.m. - 2002-02-13
My ghostly lover


Stellars, stars, divine.

Mystical unity,

Union with sublime.

Inner creativity,


But not out there

Do not confuse,

For he is part of me.

Once I projected outward,

What no man could ever be,

Before integrating,

Ghostly lover, in my

.... psy-che

Infatuation projected..

On love-object he,

Not yet discerning...the


Always looking never finding..

Now disillusion free!

Ideals restrict the valuing...

Of real humanity!

My ghostly lover....

Special mystery, divine energy.

I know you're real, I know you're real,

But also, fantasy.


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